Second date with Mr Danish...
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Posted:Mar 5, 2010 9:05 am
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2014 7:26 pm
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It's a pretty lazy thursday for me. Went out to chill at my Aunt's while waiting for Mr Danish to end work. Took 2 hours for me to reached. It seems very long and kinda lonely someway. I reflected on what's goin on in my life. I got all teary and mad, thinking of the 3 years I spent with that jerk!! Well we did had a great time, enjoying one another's company, etc..but the fact that he friggin lied bout being single, stabs me right at my heart 
Im choked up and felt distraught for nearly a week now A broken heart is neva easy to mend. I kinda felt lifeless for a moment but well it's not worth my time, wasting it on a jerk! It did taught me a lesson and neva gonna friggin trust man or just anyone, that easy. It takes time to heal so I'm gonna take it day by day and just go with the flow 
So finally the bus reached it's destination. Off I go, wiping my damp cheeks and teary eyes Went up to my Aunt's and chilled.
Im just tired after all that tears and anger but damn I can't keep my eyes close Feeling pretty miserable..I listen to some songs and was just bout to dozed off, when I received a text from Mr Danish saying he just ended work and will be reaching in an hour or so. I was excited but felt terrible at the same time
I friggin drag myself to the train station to go over his condo. I smiled, at the sight of that sweet guy. He makes me feel good I wanna hug him bad, but didn't do it So we went up.
Pretty cozy and clean for a guy living all alone. We took off our clothes and starts f*cking  ..hehe nah that neva happens!! As mother nature is not on our side He didn't want a red bed either lol!
We watch a movie, not really sure what it's called though. But it was a pretty good one. While watching the movie, I had my head rested on his chest and his arms around me..it felt so good I ignored what he was doing. Rubbing my arm, touching here and there lol but dang this girl is heartless
For an hour or so, with his fingers rubbing my jeans, hand and tittays, Im friggin wet  but I can't do anything bout it
So I oblige, unlikely lol! I can friggin see that his jeans are getting tight and bulging at you know where lol Still these girl, ignored!! Instead, I rubbed his thigh and get nearer to his cock
He is friggin hard, my mind ran wild but geez I felt like knocking my head on the wall, for yet ignoring again!!!
The movie ended and it's all silence..kinda awkward! but hey I just want to snuggle, nothing more! I do think I deserved it after goin through a hard time!!
We kept rubbing one another but well I guess it's time to give in..hehe! Hmmm we kissed, he's good and smells nice too  mmmmm he cupped on my tittays and then my bra came off  Kept kissing and down on my neck to my tits He sux real good and damn that tongue is just wonderful..mmmmmmm I'm so friggin wet but dang nothing can be done
Time running out as I had to be home soon
Kissed, cuddles and geez I'm mean for ignoring that hard on
I guess, since I can't have fun in bed, that cock will remain untouchable lol 
He's tired anyway after a day at work, so I asked him to rest and just chilled..so we cuddled and kissed, my fav moment of all
He is just too sweet and sexy. Im definitely lusting over Mr Danish  Hoping there will be a third date coming up
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Broken Hearted Girl
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Posted:Mar 1, 2010 10:19 pm
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2014 7:27 pm
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This song fits me perfectly. I thought that I was freakingly happy to be engaged and when I was ready for all of it, damnnnnnnnn that figgin jerk turns out to be married  Im just stupid and foolish to trust him. I must say love is definitely blind
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....
I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
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Does anyone know??
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Posted:Feb 28, 2010 12:22 am
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2014 7:30 pm
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Does your family or anyone know that you are on this site  And if they do, what are the reactions like
For myself, no one know of my presence on here! My family will neva accept such acts as these aren't allowed by my own religion! Well I'm guilty most times as my sins are growing by day! But dang can anyone ever live w/o a perv or even fling It's not just that, logging on here daily are mainly cos of friends, chats and blog. Im friggin addicted to this site cos of è lovely ppl I've got to know
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How was your first bi experience like?
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Posted:Feb 25, 2010 11:38 pm
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2014 7:40 pm
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Well I've been asked to join in some fun with the ladies but I am just too scared things might go wrong  So let me hear what are you experiences like Do u just go with the flow Of course there have to be some connections and feelings, etc. Any advice?
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Have you done your part?
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Posted:Feb 21, 2010 10:30 pm
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2010 1:44 am
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The earthquake that shook the people of Haiti on January 12th, 2010, has left the people struggling to find adequate care that could save their lives. Over 50,000 people are dead and over 100,000 people are homeless.
And yet we live day to day, within our own comfort zone, oblivious to the plight of many poverty-stricken . They need our help! Together we can make a difference, in their lives, by delivering food boxes abroad and locally and by keeping churches, shelters, and non-profit organizations stocked with our distributed food.
Even a dollar can help change a life 
Some other ways to help:
Make a through the American Red Cross� International Response Fund, and it will be allocated specifically for Haiti relief efforts.
Operation Blessing International also has disaster relief teams on the way.
The Salvation Army is also sending personnel and supplies to assist in the relief effort, and is in need of donations.
Yele, musician Wyclef Jean�s ongoing Haitian charity is taking donations. He is a native Haitian, and assists Haitians regularly.
American Jewish World Service is collecting donations for their �Haiti Earthquake Relief Fund,� which will help �their network of grantees in Haiti to meet the urgent needs of the population based on real-time, on-the-ground assessments.�
Compassion International, the world�s largest Christian development program, serves 64,000 sponsored in Haiti�most near the earthquake zone. Their website allows donors to earmark contributions for Haiti.
Samaritan�s Purse, the international aid and development group headed by Rev. Franklin Graham, landed a medical supplies flight with teams of emergency medical workers Wednesday morning, and will begin pouring in additional aid as needs become clear.
In addition, the following organizations provide financial and/or in-kind assistance to those in need:
World Vision: www.worldvision.org or 888.511.6548
AmeriCares: www.americares.org or 800.486.4357
Doctors Without Borders: www.doctorswithoutborders.org or 888.392.0392
Mercy Corps: www.mercycorps.org or 888.256.1900
Oxfam of the U.K.: www.oxfam.co.uk or 011.44.870.333.2700
Save the Federation: www.savethechildren.org or 800.728.3843
~ Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek ~ Barack Obama
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What is a BITCH?
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Posted:Feb 21, 2010 9:37 pm
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2010 8:30 pm
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Being a bitch means..
I stand up for myself and my beliefs
I stand up for those I love
I speak my mind, think my own thoughts
or do things my way
I won't compromise whats in my hears
I live my life MY way
I won't allow anyone to step on me
I refuse to tolerate injustice
It means I have the courage &
strength to allow myself to be me
So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame,
Squash every ounce of beauty I hold within
You won't succeed 
Anf if that makes me a bitch, so be it
I embrace the title and i'm proud to be a BITCH
Aww you think I'm a stuck up bitch?
Well join the club, you slutty 
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Enjoy the Weekend Everyone..
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Posted:Feb 19, 2010 8:20 pm
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2010 8:10 pm
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Well I dun think I'll be free to write a blog this weekend..will be very busy attending my cousin's wedding so have a great weekend everyone
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind
With much needed Love
Lynn
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) but dang I got it cancel 
and now this migrane thingy is killin me 
It friggin hurts so bad 
